The emotions that can only be hidden

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THE EMOTIONS THAT CAN ONLY BE HIDDEN

 I hate these emotions called love, gloom, hatred, jealousy, truth, honesty, these emotions are just so hard to believe like don't you guys feel a pain kind of sensation near your heart it's actually due to these few emotions. Those who hide them are also in trouble and those who express them are also in trouble. Have you ever been humiliated for being shy or an introvert it happens to me all the time. I feel really hopeless. It's sometimes like I want to change but a part of me stops me. Ahh!! it keeps on getting in my nerves there are a lot of flaws in me but every time someone mentions it   I just can't accept it even though I know it's bad it's only gonna ruin me but I still won't change I can't talk to people like others can. I seem to be talkative but I don't talk to a lot of people I even sometimes during family gatherings would go somewhere so that no one could see me. Very often, I lose control of myself, I am clumsy I break things, I don't have control over my emotions I won't talk to anyone and it feels like even the best of my friends don't know me well. Sometimes I wonder about those who really care about me, those who don't, and those who just wanna use me. 

It's really a tough task to cover up your tears so that no one sees it, pretending to be strong giving fake smile motivating those around you, helping others, and doing nothing for yourself. 

Sometimes wondering about my choices I feel even terrible it's like I think this very often that what was I even thinking while doing that? or why did I choose that? again my head hurts even more, To think about stuff like this. After all this time I would just jot down all of my emotional troubles on a piece of paper and throw it away it doesn't help that much but it's enough for a tough day 

Whenever I hear about someone's pain or something then I just want to grab that person and tell them that they are not weak but again this stupid shyness always takes my place I have seen people crying, fighting but sometimes I think all you can ever Do to a person who is having a tough time is to just sit next to them hug them and say it's okay I am with u can cry. It helps them when u know there is someone behind you it automatically gives you strength to do better😊😊😊

Stay happy my friends not everyone can have what you have and that is your bright smile don't think about others think about your success and your life first .live for yourself while you are trying to make others smile.



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