How to fight yourself

 how to fight yourself ( don't start punching yourself I didn't mean that XD)

thinking about your failure is your biggest mistake. I know that sometimes you might feel completely useless and think that in this world there is literally no one that can help you and, to be honest, that's actually a bitter truth that u have already discovered in your life and I appreciate you for that. You know what no one can help you but sometimes you may literally want to beg someone to help you but it's completely useless helping you would not give them anything so even if they help you or comfort you they might not do it wholeheartedly (except for your family) so WHAT'S THE SOLUTION I would say the answer lies within you. you can and only you can help yourself.

Ask yourself "what problem is basically with me" ask why are you like this and what made you like this why every night before sleeping you want to cry or sometimes you just want to scream so loud that u might almost lose your voice. I don't know about the person whoever is reading right now but I know that you have faced something in your life that you really want to fight yourself right now you want to tell yourself that "I am not weak" 

Every damn person on this planet has some problem as a student I realized recently that if you are a student who is not good in academics like not that good not that bad an average person then I must say there's literally nothing that worries you I am sorry but it's pretty much the truth no one is forcing you to do better they don't have hope from you but what if you suddenly managed to become a topper.

you are entitled to score man, cause if you don't that post of a topper is gone this is the tension toppers have people might think that once you are a topper it's over you have achieved everything but the only fear these toppers have is that someday someone might run over them and leave them behind and they'll once again become an average.

to be very frank this is not one of the biggest problems one might face and you might even laugh while reading this but you don't know about that moment when you just feel like man I don't know anything

suppose you are all ready to headstart your coming session or class or anything and you took a book start reading it and just after 5mins the reality hits you hard that" this is impossible how am I supposed to do this" many people feel the same and want to give up after somedays they try again but then again they reach the same point where they left, in the end, they can't do it anymore.

this feeling is sometimes really disgusting it hurts so much that what you are unable to do is the only way to reach your goal and that"s the point where you start feeling helpless and just don't know whom to talk to.

you don't need to talk to anyone my friend trust me just talk to yourself when you are about to give up

ask yourself"excuse mee but did you tried everything to understand what you were reading right now "

if the reply you get is yes then ask 'why am I not able to understand it then?' maybe then you'll get the answer as concentration or maybe some other reason ." if you don't understand anything then don't say that I am an idiot so obviously I won't understand "YES U ARE NOT AN IDIOT you are reading this here means that you have enough brains to know what"s going on here and there you know what language people around you are using so know that u are not an idiot and stop blaming yourself  NO ONE IS BORN INTELLIGENT OR BORN LOSER YOUR ACTIONS MAKE YOU WHO YOU ARE.

and if the answer was no to that question then you know where the problem was ..................

if you didn't pour in all your efforts to get that work done then don't be sad and nostalgic about it if you fail

remember this " DO NOT SMILE UNTIL YOUR WORK IS DONE AND DO NOT CRY UNTIL ALL  YOUR EFFORTS  ARE IN VAIN"

someone tells you that you are an idiot you can't do anything tell that person just one thing " U , YES YOU ARE NO ONE TO TELL ME THAT I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN CRITICIZE ME AND I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN SAY THAT STUFF TO MYSELF I CAN AND I WILL WATCH ME"

lastly, this line is said by someone I really admire I am not gonna mention the name but it's okay right I just want to convey the message :)

"NEVER GIVE UP ON A DREAM THAT YOU HAVE BEEN CHASING ALMOST YOUR  LIFE"

by _ serenity starline

guys bye-bye, for now, I'll talk to you sometime again don't forget to live your life like a pro,      love yourself and keep smiling )